Wednesday, December 28

my life in numbers...

number of times i heard "Afternoon Delight" in the last 24 hours: 13

number of hours i actually worked hard today: 2

number of times my blog has been viewed in past 24 hrs: almost 28

number of comments: maybe 8

number of times i have kicked myself for not calling her : 135

number of text msg’s received in the last 48 hours: 16

number of times i replied: 12

number of times i've spoken to mum in the last 24 hours: 1

number of times i’ve said “merry Christmas” : 125

number of times i was told i love you today: 6

number of times it disgusted me: 1

number of times i watch tv: 12

number of times i wish i was back home for the holidays: 101

number of times i ate today: 3

number of emails in the last 24 hrs: 32

number of times i was honked at by a car full of girls in last 24 hrs: 1

number of times i have been on the net in the last 24 hours: 2

number of times i have been to the shops in the last 24 hours: 3

number of beers ive had today: 2

number of toilet visits: 8

number of hugs i wanted today: infinite

number of times i have told myself NOT to think about her: 64 1/2....wait, 65...

9 comments:

Food Loving Mama said...

Remember not to stay drenched in regret for too long, because the secret to getting up and over is to keep moving forward.

Easier said than done, but i am not speaking from a place of unexperience...
Regrets, i have a few but i know that dwelling on them only makes the mountain seem more impossible to climb.

So remember all that is experienced is experienced so that we can learn...

Wisdom is teaching you something here.

So:
1. Think about what you are being taught.
2. Grasp it.
3. Learn it.
4. Then use it.

As you are doing this keep on looking forward to the joys that are ahead, and keep on taking that step forward no matter how impossible or heart wrenching it may feel.
Try to stop looking back at the things that could have been.

The truth is that the joys are still coming, but what is behind you is not able to be changed.

Remember to look for the sunshine after the rain Sergi O :)

Love Dizzy

Anonymous said...

who is she tony???
just kidding i don't want to know

Anonymous said...

how much cable did you lay Tony? How many laps did the kids do at the pool? How often did you back the brown caravan out of the garage? Did you manage to sink any submarines?

Marje said...

boof thats all class!

ToNyAKAsErG said...

Aimee- theres always been a her

b00f- one number two and the rest were number ones (if u really wanted to know)

Dizzy - Thanks :-)

Anonymous said...

Boof... how many times did you thought about a way of being more sarcarstic ahah
I like teasing you....

ruthjanine said...

you posted that at 8.30am and already had 2 beers! wow hehe. :)

Anonymous said...

Gees Tony- seems like you had such a full day, and I was with you for half of it.......

ToNyAKAsErG said...

not quite Gav